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Tearraven

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Yo hello everyone, I know I've been gone and I honestly wanted to write a bigger journal for a long time but... to make it brief I just have no motivation, for anything I guess. I'm absolutely fine otherwise, I just don't know what to do with art. I've been struggling a lot with digital painting for years now and it brings me down, I feel like I need someone to tell me what to do? I guess I should also simply watch speedpaints and tutorials to learn new techniques...? I don't know. I feel so lost with everything ;_;. I guess it all has something to do with my low self esteem too.
Sorry I have not written shit like this in ages so it all turns into a ramble and I don't want to overwhelm people.
I have been doing lil sketches which I mostly post on Instagram, since I feel like on DA I should only post higher quality content like full pictures, which I simply can't finish.

So now that DA seems to be going up in flames, I decided to make a twitter and give you all some links where to find me (I'm not leaving DA, I grew up in here damnit)
:iconlazeplz:

If you guys wanna chat or anything always feel free to send me a note or a comment~ :iconcatsmileplz: I hope you're all doing good, this year has been... weird.
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:iconcatsmileplz: Hello there fellow travelers~
I've decided to open 5 slots of traditional sketch commissions, 15€ each.
Few examples of the style below, these commissions will be full body. (unlike the examples shown.)
Characters belong to their respective owners.

I'm willing to draw pretty much anything even though my anthro/humanoid skills aren't the best~ practise is always good c:

Claim your slot by commenting, first come first serve!
15€ PAYPAL ONLY

Slots:
1.:iconosmiumdragon:
2.:iconprismatdragoon:
3.:iconsparrowii:
4.:iconyorialu:
5.:iconinkscaled:

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WELL. I was planning to write a journal considering my inactivity once again, but seems like I have other news first!

I have received my very first Daily Deviation :heart: I'm very very surprised but thankful, I've waited about 8 years for this and I never thought my silly pictures would be worth a DD (still think they aren't xd ) but here I am. Truly unexpected and man.. I don't even know ;v; All thanks to :icongoldeywashere: for the suggestion, they've been supporting me a lot with my art and now this.. man thank you. You're truly the best :star::weed::star:

Woods by Tearraven

I'd also like to thank everyone for the favs and watches! I recently hit 900 watchers, which is surprising considering my activity here :B
I doubt I'll ever get as active as I used to be. I have a lot of doubts with my art and future. The DD cheered me up a lot, but drawing anything takes way too long and I need to improve, which I can't seem to bring myself to do. I have no idea if I can achieve my goals, all because I've been slacking with art. I could write a whole journal about the issue, but I'll put that aside now.

Thank you all for the support, it means so much to me! 8') :heart: I'm at loss of words hhgahghgahfjk
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-Tagged by GoldeyWasHere 
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  • Name: Suvi
  • Star sign: Capricorn
  • Average hours of sleep: 5-12 pff 
  • Last thing googled: Momondo (for checking cheapest flights)
  • Favorite fictional characters (that aren't mine): Spyro, Alex Mercer (Prototype), Master Chief (Halo), BT-7274 (Titanfall 2) 
  • Your current clothing: blue/white striped t-shirt 'n whaever pants these are
  • When did you start this account: 5 years ago
  • Number of watchers: 876
  • What do you post: Dragons :B 
  • Do you get many comments: A decent amount? Depends on the art.
  • Why did you choose this username: It sounded cool to me~ Still does. It doesn't have anything to do with ravens and tears though, it's just Tearraven
Not tagging because I can't figure out who to tag, and who would do this too 8')
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Hello ya'll!
As the title says, I'm currently staying for 3 and a half weeks in England on-the-job learning for school~ It's a really nice and small photography studio, I'm really looking forward to taking pictures!
Therefore I don't know if I'm going to be active or not. Really depends how bored and busy I am, most of the time I don't have internet at all except when I'm at the hotel. 
Art-wise it's going to be pretty silent, but if you follow my instagram account I'll probably update that instead if I get anything done! (sketches sketches sketchessss) 

Anyway, I don't really know about my activity but we shall see :B Probably nothing changes afterall 8') 
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