Thanks for the support guys, I finally feel more relaxed and I can do things, slowly getting back to normal even tho I have to eat these meds for a year again I guess... oh well whatever I feel good now end of edit
Hello everyone, hope you're doing good today!
I'm apologizing for my inactivity lately but I have a lot to deal with at the moment and I'm not feeling too great. I've tried to keep up with comments, replies art and all that but I've lost my motivation now and I think I need some time? Still checking messages every day tho c:
I'm not used to talking about my problems out loud but yeah I'll give it a try now, why the heck not.
I've suffered from anxiety disorder, I got a medication for it but just few months ago I stopped taking the medicine because I already felt better and I could do things normally again without worrying my ass off. Well the thing is, the anxiety symptoms are coming back again and I cant do anything but try to calm myself down and shake in a corner :/. I can't really concentrate on anything and my heart is beating like crazy all the time. It's really exhausting, especially when I have absolutely nothing to worry about. I get worried about things like seeing or talking to close friends, not because I'm afraid I will somehow embarrass myself, but because I get so overly excited xD. My anxiety is double times worse because I react to things like this with my stomach and when I do that I can't eat at all. And when you don't eat you feel sick, and when I feel sick, I cant eat, then I start stressing about not eating and worrying I get sick because I try to eat when I can't but I should oawenfoidnevfwe. Ya know the cycle goes on like this~ I'm already skinny so this isn't good for me at all, its also hard to stay positive while you just feel sick all day long... BUT I'LL MANAGE GUYS. I CAN DO THIS. GOOD THING IM INDESTRUCTIBLE.
So yeah I'm very sorry I've been/will be so silent around here, hopefully I'll get over this soon and can get back to drawing too! ;u;